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Y .Saturday, April 7, 2007.

why do we have to end it this way? you didnt say your last word. you left just like that.
i just kept thinking of you. but i have no idea why. why you are still in me. and now, SPEECHLESS! never talk at all. we suddenly became like this. there is no reason behind this. it lasted forever and ended so soon. just like that. but missing you or thinking of you now is just useless. talking about you here or where ever is just more useless. it is not like you care. it is not like you read this or what so ever. i just cant face the reality. i wonder why are we like this? i wonder why am i like this? i cried alot this week. i have no idea why. i cant cope with my studies. i am just stress. everyday as i do my homework that was left behind, i cried out of a sudden. kept thinking about what i have left behind, what is going to happen to me in the future and assignments. SIGH! why is this happening now? to me? i just wish i was gone or something. by the way, if i were really gone who would ever care. now that i am here, no one care. and what else if i were gone? people dont even know i exist. in fact i dont i guess. i wish everything ended now. no matter how much i have regretted and how much i misses. i really think things should end now. i am just not who i used to be.



YYY
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