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Y .Thursday, January 4, 2007.

every night, i lay in bed. trying my best to get myself to sleep. but all the effort i have made is just a waste of time. every night when everyone is fallen asleep, there i am crying over things. things that hurt me. that very much. that very day. the day i find myself useless. the day i hate myself. the day my life was filled with miserable and was black and white. everything was meaningless and dull. all i could think of is just a way to hurt myself. somehow. trying my best to get back to the real world. a world filled with happiness and willingness. where people are great. i just wish i was fallen asleep. -THE SPEECHLESS ME-



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